I'm not quite sure where the time goes. There just never seems to be enough time to sit and think (or blog), but to think 10 years have passed since our lives were forever changed, and the bond my husband and I share was strengthened to a level no one could have prepared us for.
10 years ago our son was born. 10 years ago I felt and thought and said, "please save my baby, and just let me die. Please just save my baby. I don't care what happens to me." Yep. I said those words, because yep, I was sick and I just wanted my baby born healthy. I was so scared. Brian and I were so naive. And still today I remember VERY LITTLE of August 6th after 2:30PM, but I remember yelling those words. I remember my husband being so scared. I remember things happening very fast. And I knew we had a baby, but it gets real fuzzy after that. It's pretty common both Brian and I cry on August 6th. I think both of us can't believe the miracle of Beau Grant. The day we became a mother and father to a preemie baby. Everyone has their birth story, and ours is pretty special with Beau Charles Grant.
But we fast forward 10 years later, and now we have a healthy, voracious eating boy, that is built like a brick house. He weighs 120 pounds (whoa) and is 4'11" tall. Last time I used 4 and 11 to describe him was his birth weight.
He starts 5th grade this Fall. He has the coolest birth mark on the top of his head that results in a wicked blond streak. He has beautiful olive skin. He wears his glasses (rec sports) constantly because he was not gifted with great eye-sight. Brian and I are both to blame for that. And his hands.... well his has sausage links for fingers and I love them. He is still grabbing for my hand at those random moments. Moments I stop breathing until he lets them go. Love that sweet boy, and he makes me crazy at the same time. As much as I love his admiring qualities, he is 10 years old and has plenty of pre-teen crazy in him. Oh please help us stay calm and this boy to learn some focus and listening skills (something other than listening to Sports Center, please).
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| Bren and Me Ma making Beau a birthday cake |
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| I'm annoyed with this picture. I rotated it, but it won't save it. So turn your head to read, but this is a note Brenley wrote to Beau. I think she asked her Dad how to spell birthday, but other than that, this is ALL her. Gosh she is awesome. It says, "Happy Birthday Beau. I hope you have a great birthday. I love you. We hope you have (a) great time. Love Beau. " Which she meant to put, Love Brenley, but oh well. |